As the semester is coming to close I am once again found stuck in the mud with no motivation whatsoever to get out. I am not interested in spending hours upon hours the next few days studying, writing, and focusing on classes which I am not passionate about. My dreams of travel and adventure and music are taking over driving me to plan out my journeys on Google Maps, chose which concerts I want to experience, and what songs I want to learn on my violin instead of studying ochem and spanish and zoology.
I need some motivation! I cannot seem to remember that my success in these classes can very well determine the course of my life, closing doors if I fail. Why then, if I know all of this am I struggling to find a shred of drive, a few days brimming with purpose? I know I can do all things through Him who gives me strength, but maybe the strength He is giving me isn't meant to be with school work?
Why is my heart so bent on exploration on having no ties and journeying through this beautiful world? I guess I just wonder what my purpose is in college if I am constantly craving adventure...
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