Here is the culmination of some of cherished things that I am discovering on my amazing run with Jesus.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

lets go

It's time for me to get out of this funk.  It is time to find my motivation and my inspiration again.  I feel as if I am living in perpetual writers block but, instead of this just affecting my writing, it is affecting everything I am doing.  The looming deadlines and pounding of my head should cause me to be worried or stressed, something; instead I am stuck in the doldrums.  I have no fluctuations, nothing really bad but, nothing really good either.  Right now I can only describe my emotions as blah; I am stuck in a dark cloud that will not rain or turn into sunshine.

It's at these points in my life when I need You the most.  I need Your arms to hold me and comfort me and tell me that life goes on and that You have great plans for me.  It's right now that I need You to be right next to me holding my hand and my heart.  Yet why can I not feel You?

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